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Currently listening to Kris Allen's Heartless on the radio.

Hello world

I'm blogging from the office again.
The adults are performing a Stock Check while I've done my part just now & doing nothing right now.
If you wanna know how bored I am, you could check out my Facebook notes. I've done a lot of surveys but didn't publish them to flood people's FB homepage.

Did I mention I injured myself twice during work?
I'm clumsy, super clumsy.
One was bumping into a sharp metal corner of a cabinet and left a bruise on my shoulder.
Two was hurting my finger with the paint remover which felt like concentrated HCl dissolving on my skin.
WOO I miss typing Chemistry: H2SO4, KMnO4

I'm feeling better today! :)
Except agglutination of white blood cells in me still happens very often.

Just in case you're wondering if I receive any phone calls after I blogged yesterday, yes there's 1 more right before midnight haha.

I'll do one of the FB notes here:

1. Do you like to talk a lot?
- Depends who I'm with
2. Do you love anyone now?
- Don't believe in a fixed-long-term-ItrustYou-YoutrustMe-girl-boy relationship right now.
3. Do you hate being scolded in public?
- DUH who would love it!
4. Do you hate school?
- No
5. Do you hate yourself?
- When I look in the mirror & see how horizontally expanded I am, yeah
6. Do you find yourself cute?
- I think my fats are cute hahaha
7. Do you feel like having a Gf right now?
- I have a lot of GFs already
8. Do you smoke or drink?
- Either
9. Do you like your teachers?
- Yeah
10. Do you take drugs?
- Illegal no
11. Do you like going to the movies?
- Depends with who & watching what
12. Do you prefer calling? or sms?
- Either
13. Do you eat every morning?
- Yeah
14. Do you go online everyday?
- Yeah
15. Do you want to cry now?
- No
16. What are you doing now?
- Eating lunch
17. What are you thinking of now?
- What to wear tonight to dinner
18. What are you listening to now?
- Radio
19. Who was the last person who sent you a message?
- Kevin Ngo
20. Last time you got lonely?
- Couldn't remember, am with family most of the days, with friends sometimes.
21. Last time someone made you happy?
- Fellas in Kaizen
22. Are you angry at someone?
- No
23. Guitar or drum?
- Guitar
24. Do you love the people who make you happy?
- Duh
25. Do you believe in those people?
- As long as they make me happy, I don't care.
26. What is your target this year?
- Enter a uni & study a course that I want
27. Do you rather shop alone or with people?
- Alone. My friends hate shopping with me because they spend most of the time finding where I am after a while, ask them, HAHAHA
28. Who do you hate now?
- No one
29. Who are your best friends?
- I have a lot, if I type names here & missed out certain people that'll upset them
30. Who are you missing now?
- Van Ng in Vancouver
31. How are you feeling now?
- Sick
32. What can you say about your ex-bf/ex-gf?
- No regrets
33. If you are single, are you enjoying it?
- Yeah, pros & cons
34. Do you think your ex really loved you?
- LOL, ask them
35. Message to your enemy.
- I forgive you. Wash your sins away with the blood of Jesus!
36. The most important thing in a relationship?
- Keeping things FRESH, I get bored easily.
37. Say something about alcoholism.
- It sucks when you turn RED quick.
38. Any advice to a friend you know who has a problem?
- It's just a short period when you're too troubled & couldn't sort things out, as time goes along and you look back, consider a lesson learned.
39. What can you say about HATERS?
- Toxic weirdos we avoid but will come to you eventually.
40. Name an opposite sex you like to see everyday?
- Wentworth Miller. Since Prison Break ended, I won't get to see him no more. =(
41. You're in love with that person?
- YEAH!!!
42. Do you have a lot of picture in your blogger?
- Not really
43. Favorite place?
- where fun & excitements are

It's phone call day PHOW!

Currently listening to Glee Cast's Don't Stop Believing.

Believe it or not, I was on the phone from 1.30PM till 6.00PM just now LOL!!!
Don't worry about my phone bills, I was on Skype hehe.

Was talking to aunt in Vancouver, she told me to see a doctor, which I refused because they're gonna diagnose me the same like before & prescribe the same medicine a pharmacy would. Malas eh, wait with all other patients, wasting my time.

Life is too short to see a doctor.
If I mati already then I'll blog from hell: Life would be shorter if you don't see a doctor!!!

Ha-ha not funny.

Then talking to my aunt in Lumut.

Then was speaking with Van from Vancouver too.
People from Vancouver just like calling me ey? HAHA.
She gave me a LARGE update on the colors of her Canadian life today.
Cheer up babe, when you look back in the future, it's just a short moment when you were YOUNG. It's too late to enjoy at fourties or fifties isn't it? :P xoxo

Then another 2 minutes' call from Kevin Ngo.
Then later, tidak tahu siapa nak call saya lagi.

My dad bought a blood pressure measuring device the other day.
Apparently my heartbeats stay 69 no matter how many times I measure. Normal would be 72 right?
Should I worry if my heart beats a little slower?

Tasteontray masih belum reply my e-mail. Grr!!!

I'm currently adding this application called My Relatives on Facebook.
WOAH, I have so many relatives on facebook, over exposed in the family haha.

Excapade VS Kaizen

Currently listening to Paramore's Decode.

Just home.
I had my dinner in a sushi restaurant.
Guess which:
Hehehe, yeah the signature look of the restaurant would be this banner.
UNA TAMA DON

Rachel too agreed the name is special.
I know una means eel but was unsure of tama. Until I thought of TAMAKOCHI!!!

They always say Kaizen is more expensive than Excapade but I never actually compare the prices until today.
One) It's the small dishes that are more expensive, they cost more than the initial digit of 3 unlike in Excapade.
Two) Those main dishes like chicken terikayi costs BND8 in Excapade and it's 10+ in Kaizen.

But but but, according to Ah Kai the benar benar Japanese said the meals in Kaizen baru is sushi and those in Excapade are not.

Ask me which do I prefer?
If I'm around KB of course Excapade.
If I'm around Seria of course Kaizen.
HAHAHA.

Tasteontray belum reply my e-mail loh, does it usually take them long to reply orders? =/

CLICK

Above link is a news about a Pharmacy student in Sunderland. He's my inspiration!!!
He emerged as the Best Pharmaceutical student in the UK in a recent competition.
Even students from Nottingham, Machester lost man, AND SO-SAID these unis rank HIGHER in the UK and RANKS are IMPORTANT.
Mana mereka sekarang??? *roll eyes*

I heard a rather interesting news on the radio about football teams.
Apparently, some guy who is a supporter of Manchester drove a vehicle and randomly killed 4 Barcelona people because Manchester lost to Barcelona in the Champions League Final.
LOL!!! Go google it out if you're interested.

I'm working Saturday, Sunday. Gosh.
Monday's a public holiday so what are you doing this long weekend Bruneians?

I finished my medicine & my cough is still with me everyday.
Feels like crap especially when I wake up. =(

Family is 1st priority

Currently listening to David Cook's Permanent.

Thanks to Cloverboy, I've just made my order of cupcakes from tasteontray.blogspot.com
I love my blog, because it really helps me a lot in asking opinions & solving my problems.
I love the responsive readers more of course. :)

Bull la work half day, worked FULL time today.
Previous days came back at night because worked OT.

Because of him:

Boss from BSB came down KB.
Unlike the picture, my mom's boss has got grey hair,
and specs,
and not fat,
and serious looking.

Just when I thought I've finished my task & no need for me to head to work tomorrow, there's another BIG load piled up on me.
It's been like that since DAY ONE. T.T

I've been paid today.
The first time I received money which I think I deserve!!!
Scared me for a moment just now, thought I lost my purse.
It's been in the car for so many days, see, I don't use money much. :)

I bet lots of my friends are enjoying by the beach now.
I can tell, because I've seen so many familiar faces on the road just now heading there haha.

Now I have 7 new episodes of series I'm catching that I yet to watch on my desktop.
Plus this week's...I'll be busy with series once I end work!

Waiting for family dinner!
It could be last dumpling festival I spend with them.
Any following occasions this year could be the last.
Hence I want to make any day perfect, with my family.

one Short Update

Currently llistening to Hillsong United's The Time has come.

Little update on Entertainment news:

The already tragic news did not get any better for Mike Tyson's family.

Arizona police have confirmed to E! News that the former heavyweight champ's 4-year-old daughter, Exodus Tyson, has died, a day after accidentally hanging herself on a piece of exercise equipment at the family home.


Aww =(

There is too an update on GG cast members Serena & Dan.

I heard Kris Allen & Adam Lambert on radio again today.

Working half day tomorrow, it's the annual "Dumpling Day".
Don't expect to see me in the beach, too sick to be thrown in the water.

I brought home work again. That makes it my homework!

I watched Mr.Bean for a while with my sister on Disney channel just now.

You know the forward mail that's been circulating about Mr.Bean's joke?
I like the one something like this:

Mr.Bean was with a friend when his phone rang.
He was told that his grandmother passed away.
He received another phone call from his sister.
He cried because her grandmother passed away too.

Hehehe.

My right forefinger hurts right now. =(

Anyone knows how to order the cupcake kind of cake without the need to go up BSB /down Miri?

Anger Within

Currently listening...my accelerating heart beats.

It's been so long since I wanted to smash someone's head with a glass bottle.

Prolly the work load. I just came home not long ago.
Just because I'm WILLING to help, doesn't mean I could be took advantage of & be asked to do EVERYTHING. T.T

And the fucking Chinese lady speaking sleng sleng Chinese who called me up an overall of 3 times.
I screwed her today, she caught me at the wrong time.

Brief translation:

Me: Hello?
Her: Hello, Miss Eii?
Me: You! The Tutong woman again!
Her: No, no, no. We were organising an event in Tutong not from Tutong.
Me: Then where you calling from?
Her: We're calling from Hong Kong.
Me: What do you want?!!!
Her: What do you mean what do I want. *rudely*
Me: Okay then, WHY are you calling me?
Her: I'm asking did you go to the event last Sunday?
Me: No.
Her: Why not? Our people has called and invited you right? (DUH she's the one calling I recognise her frog voice)
Me: I'm busy now okay, I'm at work.
Her: Oh you're at work, what time are you free to let me call you?
Me: Not Free Not Free. DON'T CALL AGAIN!
Her: I haven't finish telling you....
Doot Doot.
I hung up.

I knew she was gonna call again, I turned off my cell phone.
I was gonna shout "Got spare time go worry your mom die already or not lah!"
But I was in the office so...forget it. = ='

The flu & cough is irritating me all morning.
Oh, and it was a misdiagnosis yesterday. Apparently it's not the organ--my heart that hurts, it's just the muscles?
You know, when your dry coughing, you had to force it out and it hurts your muscles sometimes.
But why is it only on the left, hmmm...

I'll doze off soon.
Effects of the medicine.

Goodnight World

Heartache

Currently listening Adam Lambert's No Boundries.

My heart aches.

No, I did not recently broke up.
And no, I did not recently got betrayed by my best friends.

I meant the organ under my left breast, HURTS.
It happened after I took the tablets from the Miri Pharm yesterday night.
My heart couldn't take it I guess.
Each time I cough now, it's as if my heart is about to burst in my chest.

Further contribute to my heart ache is what happened at the office today.

For the previous days, my task was to type whatever I was GIVEN and then print, cut, stick them on cabinet drawers. Hundreds or maybe thousands of numbers.
Today, just because the boss discovered my mom's collegue wrote the numbers wrongly, I have to REDO everything again. FML.

I am not super mad, because
One) I would too just be wasting my time at home if I weren't at work.
Two) It gives me more work to do for the coming days in the office.

I heard Kris Allen's studio version of Heartless on radio twice today, awesome!

I too heard a not-so-funny joke on the radio. Something like this:

DJ: What do you not like/fear at your house?
Person: Lizards.
DJ: Haiyoh, why don't you tell the lizards you don't like them and ask them to get out of your house?
Person: I already did, they're still outside the walls of my house.
DJ: Aside from that?
Person: Mosquitoes.
DJ: Then did you also tell the mosquitoes you don't like them & get out too?
Person: Yeah, I already did but they won't because the lizards are outside.

Ha-ha-ha...

Pictures of Me

Currently listening Sean Kingston's Fire Burning.

I realised I don't post much of my photos in my own blog.
Today I'll post some.
Mom said my new passport photo reminds her of Altantuya. HAHAHA
Google her out in the small box on my sidebar if you don't know who she is.
In my room
blood related sisters
she's boy-ish
Saturday night BBQ:
I've been coughing for almost a month.
Still makan BBQ and drink cold drinks lagi. Want to die benar.
Went to Miri Pharmacy today and bought 3 packets of antibiotic & coughing-curing-tablets for cure already.
Chang Ming was celebrating his 21st birthday.
Hmm, wonder what my 21st would be like.

I was actually really stupid yesterday.
You know those metal BBQ sticks where you poke sausages & fishball. I was burning them in the fire 100 degrees Celsius and eat them right after I took the stick out. The metal burnt my lips while I was biting the sausage off it.
Yes OUCH!
Upper lip a bit swollen today. T.T
End up in Ken Ken's party after that.
Didn't know he's 20.
Kim Hui Chul's black lens-less spectacles.
YaYa's shower cap,
sorry hahaha.
Miss my long straight hair? I kinda.
Found it in my old camera.

Couldn't freaking find Adam Lambert's version of No Boundries to download. Grr

Daddy acts real funny at times.
He was turning the speaker to maximum volume in the car playing POP songs. He even went "Yo...Yo..Yo.." along with the music.
Mom kept turning the volume down, he kept turning it up while driving. HAHA

Katy Perry fan in the house?

Currently listening Lady Gaga's Lovegame.

Worked half day today.
Like yesterday, still got work brought back HOME to do. zzz!
According to mommy, I might be working till next month.
Woo, not being useless unemployed at home already. HEHEHE

Went to SMSA & saw new faces, familiar faces. Referring to the juniors haha.
They have a new deputy principal. =O

I think I'm getting better at this driving business. Like today, from KB Moi Nam to SMSA, aku pandai jalan short cutsnya! Haha.

Going down Miri tomorrow.
Think about the Swine Flu screening also malas ah.

I like Katy Perry.
Love her songs TOO.

Saturday.
Jogging-in-OGDC-day.
Because I go every Saturday, I can name some faces I will see already hahaha.
Need to jog off the kebab I ate yesterday.

I found my HERO

Currently listening Good Girls Go Bad by Cobra Starship ft. Leighton Meester aka Blair Waldorf.

T-I-R-E-D

I have been standing all day in an aircond-less room. Otherwise, sitting down in front of the computer typing thousands of numbers. @.@

My Korean series is piling up on my desktop. Need to finish'em!

I thought about a lot of things during the cutting & peeling of stickers today:
About Mrs.Yapp's Job Workshop, and how it applies in real life.
They missed out Cut Cost.

About how hard my mom worked all these years, to support me till now.
I felt more guilty & sorry for all the things I've done to her during my rebellious years.

I had breakfast in Soi Heng this morning. And then this uncle sat down to chat with my mom. I was thinking, woa this uncle nice also his eyes.
When he left, mom asked:
You know who was that?
How would I know.
That's ah Sam's pa pa.
HA?

Of course he was, auntie was sitting right beside him nia. Lagging ah lagging~

Sam I forgot your license plate number liao. 8485? 4845? 8848?
Hahaha.

I found my HERO:

Volunteered to send my documents up UBD tomorrow. Thank you Sim! :)
Aku cinta my friends.
Fuck the terms best friends, good friends, sisters, brothers, buddies.
Asal FRIENDS saja, a lot of wondrous help & joy they could bring to us. Hahaha.

Taken in OGDC just now, I ordered Kids' Meal A while waiting for my hero.

Happy Birthday
to Jack Hong & Chang Ming!

American Idol Finale, I likey

Late post, I know.
Been watching American Idol I missed this morning. Damn, this season is friggin AWESOME!!!
I like the part where Bikini girl VS Kara LMAO.
So, I predicted wrongly.

I am "Kris Allen FTW" FYI (I twittered it), I just thought he wouldn't win. Because he ain't iconic and controversial as Adam Lambert. You know how "keeping in the news" you have to be in order to be an artiste.

I'm gonna buy a Kris Allen album. And a Danny Gokey album. If there's any.
Awesome voices.

When is your "moment"?
The moment you know who American Idol 2009 is.
I heard it through Pilihan FM in my momma's office.

I kinda blend in my mom's work life these 2 days.
HELL BUSY!!!
I'm really exhausted after work.
It's kinda weird working with your mom. Like, what if I brought my mom to one of my drinking parties? Hahaha.
I don't get paid, instead I got belanja-ed by my mom's boss to Excapade tadi.
There's one cute Filipino waiter, aku suka matanya. =)

Who's going to UBD tomorrow/day after tomorrow?
I need to submit my documents, again.
Today, I sent it over and they refused to accept because I excluded my copies of IC & Birth Cert. Bullshit admission, message also didn't mention about it. A few of my friends left out the copies too.
Whoever's going, I need help to send my documents over. =(

I saw 2 of my friends today!
So this is what it feels like, seeing your friends during lunch breaks from work. :D

You know they say, when you're working, you don't feel like hanging out anymore. It's true.
Unless you're super energetic. I'm old. I'm tired.

Thinking about the LOAD tomorrow, REAL tired. @.@

from Momma's Office

HELLO WORLD.

I am blogging in my mom's office lol. Her office needed some help, some judgment day is coming up. I'm doing typing, printing, cutting, sticking the labels on the correct positions that's it.

The weather's freaking hot, which causes my extreme headache again.
Swallowed 2 tablets of Panadol, it didn't help. =(

Got a text message from UBD asking us to submit printed version of HECAS and certified copies of our certs BEFORE 23rd this month. What if those who hasn't got certified copies and had to wait forever for their certs to be certified. = ='

Tank's new album will be out coming 29th.
I already have one song in the album titled 如果我变成回忆.
To non-chinese readers, direct translation would be "If I become memory".

I really like Tank.
He's so talented in composing songs & lyrics. Recently he has just undergone cardiac surgery due to a genetic heart disease. Those who watches Scrubs, Grey's Anatomy or HK series should know how DANGEROUS an operation theater is.
So this song 如果我变成回忆 is kind of about if he dies...
The lyrics are sad. Heart felt.
It'd definitely be a loss to the Chinese entertainment world if anything happens to him.

http://bit.ly/EVSvS
Above link is a picture of Adam Lambert's boyfriend. :)

May 21st tomorrow, 8AM
American Idol Finale!!!

Broke my Youtube Virginity


Don't think I'll be able to blog tomorrow.
Will be out helping momma in her office all day.

I took the time to sign up Youtube & uploaded my recital video last December.
Those who missed it could watch in the above link!!!

Next up on my to-do-list would be learn how to edit videos!
Imma soon do video blogging if I could. :)

Prison Break, the End

I've got zero viewers yesterday, let's see how many hits I've got today.

Heard Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia confirmed its first Swine Flu case. Hell, it's gonna be super ma fan during arrival in Miri or Brunei. Quarantine!!! Swine Flu is airborne? Present in birds? Air???

Earlier on, I read something so CUTE:
Suri Cruise has a crush on Cruz Beckham

Awww...Everyone knows them right? Daughter of Katie and Tom Cruise, son of David Beckham and Victoria, the Spice Girl.

The National Enquirer: “The children are wonderful playmates, and Cruz has become sort of a big brother figure to little Suri. Cruz is always begging Victoria to take him to Suri’s house because he loves jumping on her trampoline and playing on her jungle gym….They’re also both learning French and Spanish, so they practice together. She light’s up whenever he’s around.

Received a forward mail like this:
In the business area of MID TOWN MAN HEATON in New York a new BAR is opened in the name of APPLE MECCA which is familiar to KAABA MACCA This bar will be used supply of VINE and Drinks. The Muslims of New York are pressurizing Govt of USA to not open this BAR.

I think MAN HEATON meant Manhattan?
I googled it, the news was since 2006.
And you know what, it isn't some kind of bar, it's an Apple Computer Store. = ='

I don't believe contents of forward mail, I usually google them. Don't want to absorb RUBBISH in my head.
Like the breast with holes because you don't wash your bra? zzz!

I watched Prison Break Season 4 last episode yesterday. I cannot CANNOT believe that's the end of Mr.Prison Break!!! There'll be no Season 5, no more Sara or Bagwell or Lincoln Burrows. THE END. Go watch it.

Grey's Anatomy Season 5 finale kinda shocked me either. The way George exits in particular.

Gosh, I have no English series to watch now. =(

I revised Chemistry yesterday, I had to google what's enantiomers. = ='

Ibuprofen
Omeprazole
Racemic Acid
Aspirin is a natural drug from willow bark
proton pump inhibition
What's dyspepsia

I have to find a way to remember the bloody names!!!

Construction Day

Haha it's really a funny-not-so-funny day.

I locked my blog today.
I totally lost money & traffic to my blog today.
And I've got people on Twitter, Facebook & MSN Messenger flooding to ask me what's wrong.

What's wrong is:

Strangers/ People I know but don't even bother to say HI are following me real closely.

Because I update everyday.
Because I posted a lot of personal stuffs.
Because whenever you want to know something about me, you just come here!

Actually I've noticed already a few who, everyday, direct from "certain other blogs" to here frequently, I get the record of links on my Nuffnang.
That, doesn't bother me.

The thing that freaked me out is when EVERYBODY congratulates me going abroad.
I was really like "wth?" when those who never chat with me on MSN did that.

"How do you know where I'm going???"
"I read your blog."

Apuh...my visa & medical not even approved, if no jadi go MALU banar ah.

Friends I don't mind la, but the "strangers"...
It's unfair. I know nothing about you & yet, you know me so well. =(

I don't wanna end up like Peyton Sawyer of One Tree Hill. The psycho stalker who nearly killed her & Brooke!!!

Hence, I took the time today to edit previous posts...just those really PERSONAL stuffs, I deleted.
Because people could still accidentally/intentionally GOOGLE them & reach here right?

Happy 19th Birthday to YaYa!

Bamboo Charcoal ?

*FYI, I removed the previous poll, it was 28 againsts 6. You guys won, I'm not changing my link.

Just got back from Miri.
They don't check your temperature when you come back from Miri in Brunei custom anymore.
Instead, the Miri custom check your temperature regardless of your nationality.
Stupid Swine Flu zzz!

I have this phrase stuck in my head:

Be the one to lead, not follow.

Saw it in Borneo Bulletin. It was told by a truck driver who turned millionaire in Oz who recently gave a talk in UBD. Short-cut stories like these always catches attention! People tend to miss the process they've been through and get so amazed. Like maybe:

Drop out of school at 16 -> Truck Driver at 19 -> Taking drugs at 20 -> Go Rehab -> Came out living in streets -> Got a job in a bar -> Met old friend became truck driver again -> Know a rich woman and marries her -> Start a small business -> Business expand -> Economy crisis business go down -> Got golden opportunity & turned millionaire

The short cut would be Truck driver at 19 -> Millionaire which sounds so cool.

Party Set in Excapade:

My favourite dish is the sushi with tuna on top
I didn't manage to the take the Unagi, that's my favourite either.
Went for an advanced birthday celebration of YaYa.
Greet her in her blog(the link on her name on top) tomorrow 18/05.

Here is my once upon a time dream career:
Drew these in 2006, when I'm in Form 5?
Like all ladies, we love our outfits. I like all sorts of colours and ways they match them. Fashion Designer in LimKokWing or something was my dream before.
Until I grew older and realised it's not a job where you get fixed income. You must be really outstanding & creative in order to survive. And too be very wealthy to invest in your line of clothes. Like Kimora! Or the Olsen twins!
I discovered this in Miri today!
Bamboo Charcoal series of bakeries. It's located downstairs of L&P Consultant, some where near Thai Bar. I bought Bamboo Charcoal cookies, the one in the picture on the right, and God it tastes AWESOME! The saleslady said it's made from Japanese charcoal or something. In my head I was like you can eat charcoal??! It's baked using charcoal I think.

I am in a GOOD mood today.
Because I overheard an auntie in Miri tamu telling my mom:

Your daughter is very fair & pretty oh...

And my mom bought a huge bunch of vege from her.
Awww...lovely lovely selling vegetable aunties make my day. HAHAHAHA

Jordin Sparks - Battlefield (Y)(Y)
3OH!3 - Don't Trust Me (Y)

I twittered this yesterday night:

Alcohol FREE for the next 4 months. This is for mom.

Want my medical report to show I have a healthy liver, LOL!

Daddy Mommy, I love

Parent's bank accounts have been bleeding since yesterday.

I really really really thank my parents for being so supportive.

I can't tell them how much I love them in person now, we don't do heart-to-heart talks, that'll give us all goosebumps.
I'll find my ways to send my message across.
E-mails are the best inventions.
Postmen are the best workers.

When I'm 40 years old, and looking back, I'll definitely regret not spending that four years with my family while I can. Definitely.

Thank you to all who congratulated me in the cbox, as well as my gmail.
It actually isn't a happy-happy win-win situation for me.
I'll so be like Jan-Di of Boys over Flowers over there. The San-Chai in Meteor Garden.
Except there's no F4 in my story.

I think I'll do this 1 DAY trip to KL for the bloody VISA. Will be going alone with 4 other men who are heading the same place as me as well.
That'll make them...
MY F4!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

I love my friends.
Because I just posted about SUSHI 2 days ago, and I got invited to dine SUSHI in Excapade tonight.
YAY~
Will blog about my favourite dishes tomorrow.
Oh, and too a once upon a time dream career of mine.

HYPER MODE!!!

Hello World.

Yeah, I previously posted something BIG is up today for me.

Firstly, is of course the question whether to change my blog’s URL or not from the current one to themblabspot.blogspot.com
Currently the vote is 5 for & 23 against, poll will close end of May.

Secondly, I’ve got my very first uni REJECTION letter yesterday night.

"We have carefully considered your application vis-a-vis applications from all other eligible applicants. Regrettably, however, I have to inform you that your application has not been successful. I hope that you would appreciate the fact that admission to our undergraduate courses is highly selective in view of the large number of applications we receive, and the limited places that we can offer to international students."

HAHAHA, ME, Minna Eii, got rejected by NTU, Singapore.
A few others I know who applied got rejected as well.
Was trying to comfort them by saying the island’s too small, hence only people with 4As and above in GCE A-Levels are accepted.
Nevermind, no fate with Singapore. Was rejected twice for the scholarship during secondary as I’ve said.

Thirdly, bank draft bought.

Do you know what that means?
DO YOU?!!!!

It means…
It simply simply means…
Good news to those who dislike or fuggin hate me…
Not so good news to the friends I love that’ll probably miss me…
Terrible news to my beloved family…

I’ll be GONE from Brunei for the following 4 YEARS AHEAD.
Yeah, I'm not coming back for no Summer, Sem Break or whatever.

Hope nothing goes wrong with my medical report & VISA application.
SINCERELY HOPE!!!

Dreams do come true.
They do.
They do.
They do.

Having I dreamed a dream by Susan Boyle in my head currently. LALALA~

I WANT SUSHI

Currently listening, Flo Rida's Sugar.

Currently thinking, traveling soon.

In case you're wondering what I'm busy playing, here are my KIDDIES' game:
Delicious Deluxe 2
I cleared every stage yesterday with the EXPERT title.
This is my next challenge, Belle's Boutique.
My fingers got mad yesterday playing Delicious Deluxe, stress banar!!!

AMERICAN IDOL FINALE

Kris Allen VS Adam Lambert
Just as I predicted yesterday!!!
Not only me, everyone went crazy for Kris Allen's version of Heartless & Adam Lambert himself is already freaking famous now.

My prediction would be Adam Lambert winning 2009 Idol.
Let's see. :)

I'm starting to list stuffs I should pack if I'm going abroad.

Do we bring our own spoons? Haha
It must be a HUGE luggage.
Shoes, books, clothes, nail cutter, more clothes, rice cooker, thermoflask?

That 8GB Apple Ipod Nano.
Swear I'd buy it the next trip to BSB.

Laptop, pending. They have the latest Windows 7 now isn't it?

Don't need a new phone. No one's gonna look for me I guess.

Considering my memory now, I should be writing a long list!

I really really really wanna eat sushi.
Will be dating people to eat soon.
Otherwise I'll go myself. Hmph.

And don't comment saying you just went which day or with who, I'll just F you for not inviting me, hmph x2.

If I'm born in the United States, I'll prolly end up like this by now:

ROCKER \m/

HAHAHA

LiLo a pregger?

Now this is really funny.

Gossip sites are claiming Lindsay Lohan is seven weeks pregnant.

Blogger Ian Halperin claims a source told him she is expecting but is unsure whether to keep the child.

The source apparently continued: “The saddest part is she has no idea who the father is. She must have slept with more than two dozen men in the past couple of months.

She has been digging her own grave man, I don't pity her at all.

And AWWWW, One Tree Hill Season 7 will be without Lucas Scott & Peyton Sawyer.
What's the point to watch!!!

And Heidi Montag's new music video of Blackout is pure porno!!! Watch it in Youtube if you don't believe me.

Think my cousins gonna gimme the Yahoo! games today. Hence, I'll turn into a full time gamer this week!

I always wanna take challenges, said it tonnes of times.
Go to Facebook, I'm top in Crazytaxi among 800+ of my friends.
I'm also Top 3 in my list for Restaurant City.

Aku KIA SU!!! (takut kalah)

HEHEHEHE

I'm too starting to google bloggers who blog about the university I applied.
Making friends before you get into the uni itself, seems like something. :)

Day for a Change

It's CHANGE Day.

I changed my layout in RC, totally different from the one before.
Just want to make it look as SIMPLE as possible.

I eliminated Twitter on my blog's sidebar.
Notice it's been slowing down the loading time.

I did not stalk people in Facebook these days.
You know how you would go through your homepage, looking out for newly uploaded photos or statuses by your friends.
I didn't even bother to read photo comments where I was tagged/commented on.

Because I've been busy watching series HEHEHE.
Am just done with11 episodes of One Tree Hill Season 6. Love it.

What am I gonna do, Heroes ended Season 3 last week.
Grey's Anatomy & Gossip Girl & Prison Break coming to season finale either.
OMG, Prison Break S4Ep20 was GREAT. Spoilers say there will be 2 men killed in the end, I wonder who hmmm...

Think the section of my brain under MEMORY is not functioning lately.

I went to the saloon yesterday, saw my SMSA GP teacher and I couldn't remember her name!!! I have to text Rachel to ask for a GP teacher's name to greet her after she's done with her hair styling, seriously wth man.
I was like...
Kavitha Devi?
No, doesn't sound right.
I know the initial alphabet's K. BUT K what?!!!
When I got the reply:

Ohhhhh Kamini. = ='

Then I was trying to remember certain drug names I saw in KB Pharmacy during my attachment.
Glicazide? Glizidade? Glicazidate? Gli wutttt?!

This is what happens to you, if you don't work your brain once in a while after you graduated.

Gloomy Monday

I'm not in the mood to blog today.

Mood's been gloomy, because...
I went out on a very hot afternoon?
I watched episodes where people die?
I got into an unnecessary argument with a family?

I hate people doing this:

Trying to mend a relationship with me immediately after you ruined it.

I'm not talking about kindergarten fighting of whose pencil box is prettier or high school argument of going after the same guy.

Adults.

If you disagree with me, give me a proper reason.
Okay, when I have accepted your reason, DON'T even try to mend things by telling me you thought I was actually right in the first place & asking me to re-do/continue whatever I was trying to do.

YOU proved me wrong in the first place, YOU pissed me, YOU didn't want to hear my side of the story.
Then you come telling me, when you are calm and thinking right, that actually I've done something good.

When your neighbour killed your cat, you don't break their windows & super glue them back later.

Things DO NOT work that way, they don't.

When you hurt someone, you leave a scar.
Don't expect it to heal after a day or two.

Not forgetting,

Happy 22nd Birthday,
to the high school crush,
to the guy who bought me my traveling duck,
to a long time special friend.
love

Mother's Day

Am almost finishing Hong Kong series Gem of Life.
I like Constance's line of clothes in the movie.
I too, like the ring she so-called designed.
Found it was on sale in Mabelle for about SGD4000++.

If some random fugly stranger propose to me with a ring like this, I'd say YES first and think of the consequences later!!!

Van would say, "Classic Minna".
Don't blame me for how my environment shaped me ba, haha.

I'm having steamboat with my family tonight.
I didn't get to buy anything for my mom this year. =(
I'll remember to post a card, if I'm abroad next year. Hehe!

To all Mommies,

Happy Mother's Day!

What a day???

Friday in BSB.

Taken in Ford, Beribi

Guess what happened in the Mall yesterday.

While I was walking towards the exit, a few teens in black shirt zoomed across me. They are TEENS 13/14/15/16-year-olds not kids, so I thought they were in a game or something, treasure hunt in the Mall!!! One wore Manchester United black Tee I remember.

Then, the security guard joined the game.
Wait...no.

The guard was CHASING after the guys.
OMG, real live robbery!!!
There were many people looking at them. I think they're caught by the guards waiting at the exit.
What actually happened?
I don't know.


Maybe it'll appear in Borneo Bulletin today.
Titled: Teens playing "Police catch Thief" in the Mall

Lookey look what I've bought!
One Tree Hill Season Six Part I
11 episodes
Told you I was gonna buy shoes.
Slippers actually, which isn't slippery as it sounds. I hate slippery slippers.
Cartino Sonea, opposite Swensens, the Mall
Made in Malaysia
There are branches in Singapore & Australia as well.

Yesterday, I stared at Iora's display for a long long time again.
Purplish
new line of clothes.
DREAM CONE'S GELATO ICE-CREAM
Perfect choice on a hot weather.
Aunt said it's non-fat, yoghurt made or something.
I think I might be pregnant.
I eat a lot.
I feel sick. Coughing. Fatigue.
And I like something that tastes sour. Like the gelato ice-cream I ordered, Apple kiwi + wildberry.

Wait...I'm actually having my period now.
HEHEHE

Supposedly be playing A LOT of games right now. Cousin lent me the Yahoo! games CD, but it turns out to be a DVD which my desktop couldn't read. Stupid. Hmphs...

I'm such a terrible blogger.

I forgot my blog's very 1st birthday.

It was May 4th, last week lol.
Just remember when I read kenwooi's blog.

To the M Blabspot,

Happy Belated Birthday!!!
xoxo
Minna

Received an e-mail, I was told to do a blog review again.
This time on moving house. Not some weird penis enhancement thingy.
I want my credit card!!!

08.05.2009

Will be going BSB later.

I need a pair of new shoes.

I am sick.

Will be overnight in Lumut today.

See you~

Selfish vs Selfless

Was guessing how this word is formed. Then I have a clue:
My posts are very Minna-ish.
That person is very Self-ish.
Get?

There are TWO kinds of people in this world.

SELFISH or SELFLESS

According to Wikipedia:

Selfishness denotes the precedence given in thought or deed to the self, i.e., self interest or self concern. It is the act of placing one's own needs or desires above the needs or desires of others. Selfishness is the opposite of altruism (selflessness).

Altruism (from Latin: alter: the other) is the deliberate pursuit of the interests or welfare of others or the public interest.

Could one be both? I guess.
An individual is always taking sides between them both. When critical decisions are to be made, one have to choose either being selfish or selfless.

When you view life in a big picture, what do you want to be?

A doctor? a Medical person?
Some selfish, for the sake of big pay and status in the society.
Some selfless, wants to save our fellow human beings and wants nothing but self satisfaction.

Business people?
I can't say they're 100% all selfish, some are selfless where they see money as nothing compare to their friends & families.

Something made me think yesterday.

If a doctor is trying to save someone who has been suffering in poverty all his life and has the intentions to end these once and for all, who is being more selfish?
The poor fellow who wants peace by ending his life or the selfless doctor who just wants to save a life?

Celebrities/millionaires donating to charity or adopting kids.
Wants to inspire people or want their level of wealth be announced to public nicely?
If they want to achieve both, are they selfish or selfless?

Finally it comes to a question I've been asking myself lately.

Remember my "Tree Talk"?

If the young tree is absorbing maximum nutrients from the two old trees for its own growth, is that selfish?
You may think the two old trees are being selfless, but I can tell deep in their ROOTS, they are selfish at times, making the young tree undergo transpiration a lot.
If the young tree has to be selfless, it should not absorb anything from the two old trees & let them enjoy the rest of their lives better with everything they have in current isn't it?

The young tree is selfish.
It is.
It is.
It is.

I'll definitely hate it if it doesn't grow bigger & taller. Definitely.

Someone claimed my post was boring yesterday.
Hope this is worth reading. :)

I love Chuck Bass

I read something so CUTE yesterday.
Twitter tweets of Chace Crawford and Ed. Westwick.

Those who watch Gossip Girl should perfectly know them.

Officialchace would be Nate Archibald and callmebritish would be Chuck Bass.

I arranged according to time what they typed:

I googled out about killing with a scarf, there's this episode where Nate asked Chuck about a girl's brother fighting with him or something. And he said, what you stranggle him with your own scarf? Chuck said: Don't mock the scarf.

Few minutes later I saw:

HAHAHA!!!

To further follow up what they twitted:
Nate
Chuck

Could find other GG members as well like Serena, Little J, Blair, Vanessa...they all tweet!

Was hanging out yesterday.
I can't believe someone would ever FORGET to cut his own birthday cake in his birthday party over his own house!!!
Alcohol seems to be more important hanging out these days.
Back home headache, tummy ache, throat ache today & whatever ache.

Will upload a new album in Facebook later.
Currently watching Gem of Life, didn't wanna wait for the remaining episodes to finish downloading anymore.
Love the story, very interesting.

Feeling more Jobless than ever

This is what jobless people do at home:

17 x 17
Interior designing

Turns out a little different hahaha
Doesn't work quite right with 4 chefs & 3 waiters now.
I run with 3 chefs & 4 waiters on the floor.

I simply love people who unlock their ingredients.
Especially newbies with rare ones. :)

I'm extremely hungry.
Been eating Cheese Cake.
I need few more people in my Sorority Life. This is way better than Fashion Wars.
Waiting to download GG, no more Heroes.

I sold ALL of my A-level solution books yesterday.
Before, I actually thought some teachers are SO NICE, that they sell you solution books to you hoping you would improve your grade in their subjects.
I changed that perspective...

I used to view the world beautifully.
Thinking everybody have nice intentions.
Thinking any strangers could be friends.
I still do actually, but along the way, I learned how to differentiate when necessary.

I'll go CRAZY soon.
I miss a sister. Haven't been in contact with her since she went to Adelaide, Oz.
I miss a sister. Haven't been in contact with her since she went to New York City.

I wanna travel. I want. I WANT!!!

Happy 19th Birthday to Gavin Lim!

If you understand my Tree Talk

Something I like/dislike about hosting a party:

Cleaning up the mess after

I do love cleaning up, making things look clean & tidy after a mess.

Am gonna watch movies & play Tumblebugs today.

The two big old trees have been strictly monitoring the growth of the younger tree since it grew its first leaf. Two big trees have been working so hard to absorb nutrients and water to become what they are & now, they are transferring these important substances for the younger tree to grow. They hope the younger tree could grow taller & even bigger than they are, and would be capable of taking care both the wilting old trees and even the little flower in the future.

The younger tree is under great pressure.

What if the lighting struck him one day and burn him to ashes?
What about deforestation?
What about disasters or bad weather which causes them to cease growing?

A tree-friend told the younger tree the other day, that he has the rights to enjoy himself growing up and should not constantly pressure himself growing taller & bigger to shelter the 2 old trees and little flower.

The old tree is threatening to stop giving him nutrients if he enjoys life as he wishes.

Dear Young tree,
I'm so sorry for you... =(

Freaking out

SCARED THE HELL OUT OF ME TODAY!!!

Emotions up & down like this:

It's like...the doctor told me I have a chance of developing cancer.
(My dad drove mom's car out and told me I possibly scratched the back bumper)

Then I was waiting anxiously of the doctor's medical reports of mine.
(Waiting for dad to come home and I check mom's car)

I begin to picture the rest of my days having cancer.
(Start thinking mom's *&^%$#@!)

And I read the report, it was just a minor cold I developed.
(It was a few removable black paint on the bumper I saw)

I was thrilled & thank God for keeping me alive.

Rachel Liu can prove my health is perfectly alright.
(She is the only person who can tell my driving skills are perfectly PRO)

I love my girlfriends.

Aunt's house warming today.
Will be going to Lumut soon.

Again, a friend left for KL uni yesterday.
Pretty soon it'll be the ITB-ians.
Then the UBD-ians.
Then the UK-ians.

Hopes everything go smoothly for everybody.
Sincerely.

Still recovering from shock.
T.T

FPP!!!

Look what I bought yesterday night.
Why was I out yesterday night again?
You'd never guess!
Check my Twitter if you really wanna know. HAHA!

I wanted to buy 27 dresses long ago but I bought other DVDs instead. I've got a PILE of DVDs. Either they're now dusty on my rack or at my friends' houses.

Front view of my house

St.Angelas Sports' Day I think. Kids screaming, throwing water balloons at each other...Aww I miss those times.

My Facebook notifications Received & Sent
Among SO many applications I've added, I have 2 ticks only.

I do not care how many stars you rate me, who you compared me with, who excelled me in Who Has the Biggest Brain?, who recently took IQ Challenge...
seriously annoyed the hell outta me.

TUMMY ACHE!!!

Been heading to the toilet several times for days now.
And NO, I did not take diet pills tor diarrhea.
I think it's coffee.
Or PMS, haven't blood shed last month. And I'm eating a lot of junkies.
OUCH =(

Weekend party again.
Headache choosing clothes to match AGAIN. *FPP!!!

(*Fatty's Personal Problems) :D

PMS-ing

I find it funny at how people "see things" sometimes.
In fact, I'll be one of them when I overheard gossips/reviews about certain people/products.

Eg.
There's a new device which could eliminate pimples made in CHINA.
Normal response of people I know: Sure rosak one. Cheap. Won't have any effects.

There's a new device which could eliminate pimples made in USA/UK.
Normal response of people I know: ISIT? I want to buy! Sure expensive right?

I think it's the nature of people here: Kia su (takut kalah).
Everything has to be TOP, BEST, PRICY, UPDATED.
Specifically speaking LV, University of Oxford, iPhone, VERY-high-paid jobs (BND500 per month macam memalukan/not worth)

Then, they look down/jerked/isolate @ those who doesn't go for/own these.

I'm sick of certain THOSE people here.
I need to show people Chicken a la Carte.
I need to find balance in this world.
I need to.


Ignore me, I'm PMS-ing.

I'll introduce you some kind of wine today.
It's no Martini or red wine.

SNAKE WINE

Snake wine is an alcoholic beverage that includes a whole venomous snake in the bottle. It originated in Vietnam and can be found around Southeast Asia. The snakes, preferably venomous ones & they are preserved to have the snake poison dissolved in the liquor. However, because snake venom is protein-based, they are unfolded and therefore inactivated due to the influence of the denaturing effects of ethanol.

God...I will never ever drink this!!!

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